SERENITY...

The sun has set….

The sun has set, Evening appeared with a gem….
The moon accompanied the stars with a smile….
The river shown brightly amidst the darkness.....

The flower blossomed....A scent of flowers spread everywhere...
The birds are in their nest, the cows moo from their shelter..
Something bothers me...I feel restless...I am searching something....

My endless search continues...I dont know where am I standing...I dont know what am I searching..

At this moment, my conscience  said,”Which flowers will you select? What wealth shall you get?”

I kept wondering.. And closed my eyes...

Goddess of sleep came on my tired lap and took me away to a new World.. 

Where the Creatures of land and water, In feet of the Goddess..

Rested in peace under Her shelter….

@24..the question is... “Why am I HERE?”

The 24th year of my life is very important because it represents the starting of my Professional Life. Which is why I will never forget what I was doing during the last night before my TRP retest – I was saying “not tonight dear, I need to finish my JAVA-J2EE syllabus”?

(As it turned out, the JAVA-J2EE test was a bizarre affair and I flunked.)

When the fat lady sings, there will be many people things you might regret doing. And then there are things that will probably not cause you much regret – such as figuring out “WHY am I doing All this??”

What’s unclear in life???

Many things are unclear in life:

1. “Why am I HERE?”

2.  Is it true that Sachin Tendulkar ,Messi  is, in fact, not just God, but the man ?

3. Does Indian law allow you to divorce your spouse for not letting you watch the TV series of your choice ? (Apparently Yes)

4. Did Tiger Woods’ first 7 affairs drive him into having the 8th affair ? (Have one affair, shame on you, have two affairs, shame on me – 8 affairs and you have to feel sorry for the guy!)

5. Will my ex-girlfriend ever regret what she did to me? Besides, she is now enjoying her life with new found friends and it seems that she wouldn’t have mind if I were never there in her life – why else would she be ignoring my past existence in her life and even on her Facebook!)

What’s clear in life??

But if there is one thing clear in life, it is that I AM here. So why not take an experimental (rather than an existential) view of life and ask the far more important question – what do I want to do here?

Lonely,NO MORE...

Here I am out in the dark..I feel so lost...
I am in search of a ray of light...
Throwing my hands here and there doesn't seem to work anymore..
I feel dead but I know that I am not....
Even in a gathering, I feel so alone...
I still wear a smile on my face to disguise the sadness in me...
I feel so betrayed that I keep looking for the reason for  my existence...
And I keep asking myself, time and again, why am I doing all this???
Why do I feel like hurting myself even more..
I have taken a heavenly journey towards silence... 
Suddenly, I hear a whisper in my ears, it was my SILENCE..
SILENCE said,

”The whole world will be yours
I can’t express, how much I LOVE YOU..
Even though the odds are up against you,
I will always be there for you!!!”